ToNiTe i tHaUgHt oF YoU..

I remembered your smile and the laughs we shared I remembered the fun we had and our joy in each other.Tonight I thought of you And I remembered your eyesand the love I saw as you looked at meand tonight I felt your love.I thought of you tonight And for a moment I forgot that you were not here beside me.Tonight I thought of you I remembered your lips warm and caressing upon my face.
I remembered your hands and your tender touch And I thought of you tonight.I felt your warm embrace holding me tight I felt the strength of your arms and I felt safe.
Tonight I thought of you I forgot my fears and remembered our love.Tonight I thought of you And I sent my love to embrace you as you slept.

Gr8 words 4 u mah LOVE...

This is d song close 2 mah heart...n 2day wanna dedicate it 2 u mah love.. whom i love d most..More den mah lyf..it mus b a crap 4u..but u dnt knw wt it means 2 me..n seriously i dnt care wt u thnk abt it bcz al i knw iz i love yew..n it means d world 2 me..N i dnt wanna thnk ANYTHNG furthr..

lOVE yEW..

Tum ho toh, gata hai dilTum nahin, toh geet kahanTum ho toh, hai sab hasil ..Tum nahin, toh kya hai yahan..Tum ho toh hai, sapno ke jaisa hasin..Ek samaa..Jo tum ho toh, yeh lagtha hai..Ke mil gayi har khushi..Jo tum na ho, yeh lagtha hai..Ke har khushi mein hai kami..Tumko hai mangthi..Yeh zindagii….
Tum ho toh, rahein bhi hai Tum nahin, (tum nahin) toh rastein kahan..Tum ho toh, yahan sab bhi hai..Tum nahin, toh kaun ..Tum ho toh hai, har ek pal meharban..Yeh jahanJo tum ho tho, hawa mein bhi..Mohabaton ka raang hai..Jo tum na ho, toh phir koi..Na josh na umang hai..Tum mile toh miliYeh zindagii…iii….<3

BaBy i lOvE YeW..

Missing yew lyk hell..cant get u off mah head... :(

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,I miss u every moment wherever I may be.My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due.My lips are trembling and calling your name,I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain.My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,giving me the feel of joy, love and care.How much I love you is all i know,i just feel it and I dont want to show.I miss you with every beat of my heart, no doubtyou are the only one of whom i can think about.....

MeMoRiEs...

MaH BeStA BuDdIeS...

Well..well... doze r mah frnz..mah lyf mah evrythng u can say...I had shared d best part f mah lyf wid dem...n hoping for sum more 2 cum...DEZE r d memories dat i'v captured frm mah cell..D best thng in lyf is 2 have such gr8 frnz.. who wil stand by u in every condition ..N wil never let u down..N DEZE GOES OUT FR YOU'LL
lιƒε ιš шнατ шε αгε..τнгΘμgн τнιcκ απ∂ τнιπ γΘμ шεгε мγ ƒгιεπ∂…lεαπιπg Θπ γΘμ, γΘμ gανε мε šμρρΘгτ…τнε šτгεπgτн τΘ gετ μρ απ∂ gΘ αgαιπ…ιƒ мγ нεαгτ шαš šнαττεгε∂, γΘμ'∂ нεαl ιτ…ιƒ мγ нεαгτ шαš нαρργ, шε вΘτн гεjΘιcε∂ ιπ ιτ…γΘμ αгε мγ вεšτ ƒгιεπ∂…αlшαγš απ∂ ƒΘгενεг…ιτ'š вεεπ gΘΘ∂…τнε вεšτ ƒгιεπ∂šнιρ ενεг…πενεг επ∂, πΘш απ∂ ƒΘгενεг…love u all muaahhh...~♥~♥~♥

THOUGHTS ABOUT LOVE

Sitting with frnz…wid coffe in one hand and a pen in d oder ..suddenly a question was put up as to wat exactly is diz ‘love’…
So thaught f gathering some thoughts n views of mah frnz…
Sum1 whoz gone thru d pain said:-
Love is a sweet poison...How would u know till you taste it..Once you taste it you’ll die slowly ..n u’l alwaz regret it…
Love comes with a dangling d more u come across d more u get tangled up..
wel continuing further he said…In lyf der are three choices…1>Love some1..2>Be loved by some1..3>Stay away from love…..
Please go for the third one he whispered… :p ..But u never know until u get into it.. so its better u regret aftr getng into it…
..mad fellow I must say…But watever it is diz wer his views abt love…so cant help.. :)

Wel d oder 1 said..I believe in love at first sight!! B’coz I have loved my mother ever since I opened my eyez….
Wow!! It juz felt gr8 after hearing dat thaught…der r stil people who consider love as parental love.. brother-sister love… frnz love …

Interrupted in between d oder1 said…Oh I juz love mah boifrn.. :d ..& hearing dat evry1 just bursted out in laughter…well continuing wid d coffee..thaughts dat click mah mynd..was…

The most important thing a father can do fr his children is to LoVe ..their mother….Every1 around was quite shocked as 2 I never knew I can have such wonderful thoughts in mah mind..n I never said dem….
Wel sum1 said datz true dat

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn't, be sure it grew in yours…

Enough every1 said..now we cant think more sapna & I juz smiled at dem…Husshh atleast came 2 knew mah frnz view about love…Finished wid d coffee..decided 2 go back 2 pavilion…oops.. home..lolzz.. :) ..

Me and my fantasy world.. ;)

A whole new fantasy world..

....I frolick in the open grass
As a chance to forget my past
No more hate
No more war
Just me and my fantasy world
Under bright blue skies and fluffy white clouds
Lay I
Celebrating my freedom from my restraints
That held me back;
as I lift up my arms in gratitude
Just me and my fantasy world
The sun is out
And the birds sing
As I under a tree
Sit on a little swing
Like me and my fantasy world
Rivers, and oceans, and lakes
Are the tears that I shed
But are now my resting place
As my place to think
Just me and my fantasy world
I can't go back!
Just not yet
I have to take one more look
At the place I may forget
But with all my might,
I will not!As a take a step back
To the world I must stay in
And the same old bed
That I must lay in
It hurtsSo I say goodbye!
To my friends in the sky
And the flowers that bloom over me
That I have to go back
And leave me and my fantasy world...

I MiSs yOu sO MuCh...

M dreaming.. ;-).. n u knw wat Dreaming abt yew..M so damn goin crazy about yew..Dat i didnt evn knew wen i started writing poems 4 u..buh u'l nvr get dat..Alwaz tryng 2 run away from yew.. :-(..bt at d end f d day i juz land up in front f yew..Keep n searchng sumthng in my lyf bt it seemz derz no meaning widout u in mah lyf.. :-( M committed 2 mah lyf..bt no1 wil evr understand d pain dat m goin thru of being far from yew..

...sumtymz it feels dat u cant juz live w/o me n sumtymz it seems u arent really bothered.. :-(

..n well watever it may be i juz don wanna knw...bcz dat really wont change mah feelings 4 yew..

N nw u cn juz laugh it of n mah madness.. :'(

Cant juz hide..

..I LOVE YEW..N SO SOME MORE LINES 4 YEW AS M MISSING YEW...

You're the love of my life,the one I never thought I'd find,I think about you always,I can't get you off my mind,
the days go by,and you're not here,I long for the moment,when I can hold you near,
time drags on,ever so slow,I love you my darling,and I need you so,

I wish you were here,holding me close,the warmth of your touch,is what I miss the most,
I lie here in bed,thinking of you,I never imagined,I could feel so blue,
these thoughts that I have,they cut like a knife,

because I miss you so much,the love of my life.

Breaking down alwaz...

Diz lines are dedicated 2 d most wonderful n important people f mah lyf...nandini..sonal ..prashant.. :) ..love u guyz...

M happy...yez i m...but y cant it just last forever... :( ..Each n everyday tryng 2 b strong..Bt I break down n fall..n If yew wont b by mah sideI”ll get shattered..
Everyday I wake up wid a hope dat things gonna turn alrite..
but I forgot dat pain is been decided in mah lyf..
I may not show it 2 yew..But yew r mah strength..
Ur small word or action..Makes me alrite like nothing happened..N so I juz wanna be wid yew alwaz..so dat I can never pause…

Lyf’s really beautiful..

I love mah lyf frm d day ..
Wen yew are a part..

I don’t know wen yew n me became we
& lyf tyrned out so worthee..

I lobe yewr eyez so bright & clear
I can see d lobe fr me w/o ny fear..

I lobe yewr lips so soft & tender
as dey express al dose unsaid words which yew r scraed of..

I lobe yewr aroma
it just want me 2 get close 2 yew..

I lobe the way yew tell me I LOVE YOU
It feels every sec yewr feelings appear on yewr face..

I love d way yew fght
It gvz me more opportunities 2 apologize n surprise..

I love d way yew share all ur little things
Wid d hope dat I’l have al d solutions 2 it…

I love d way yew love me so intensely & deep
making me sure no1 else wud ever luv me as d way yew do..

I love d way v share our relation with al purity & eternity..
& I promise yew baby I’l freeze it til d end..

And d most loveable part is dat..I LOVE YOU..

LaSt nYtE..

Last nite saw a dream..dream which was filled wid love happiness & you..

Happy wid each oder suddenly u whispered Darling I wanna quit.
was it quit dat I heard..
I was shocked & mah heart cracked & I was pulled back by d fact….

Tears rolled down mah cheeks & I was broken down..Still wid d pain in mah heart gathered d courage 2 ask..

Y u wanna apart..Weren’t yew happy wat wer u scrared of..
You slowly replied m scared..
M scraed of diz world ..
D people around who’l never understand us..
Scraed of mah own happiness..
Scared of missing yew..
Scared of loosing yew..&
U quickly turned around..

I know yewr eyez wer filled wid tears dat u wanna hide..
But baby I can see through..U don’t know yew r mah world..
I lobe diz world becoz yew r a part..You are d reason my heart beats 2day..

But had made up yewr mind & tryng 2 b enough strong & u just wanted 2 apart…

Grabbed u in mah arms & looked into yewr eyez..
It was so hard fr me 2 say goodbye..
you meant so much 2 me..
You wer d only one meant for me..
In d deserts of my heart you wer d only flower..
And like d stars dat nevr apart ..You wer der wid me..
You n me used 2 be 2gether..
Everyday 2gethr alwaz..

I’m loosing mah best frnd..my lyf.,mah love.

I cant believe..Diz cud be d end..
It looks as though ur letting go..
And if its real well I don’t wanna know..
I fell on mah knees & wished 4evr wasn’t just a word u say…

I lobe yew baby plz don’t go away..
I lobe you even more yew know..
You are mah nevr ending love,The lobe dat keeps me alive..
You are the only one I lobe Orelse I’l quit d world..

And if thz was a dream ..
I promise I’ll nevr evr sleep..
B’coz the dream dat takes my life away frm me….Dat dream is not meant for me..

tRuE FeElInGs nEvEr hIdE..

It’s raining in d sky tonite

........I wish yew wer by mah side..
Standing at d window thinking abt yew

.......Dat wat wud I hv been w/o yew..
You came into my lyf

.....& showered all yewr love w/o any conditions or expectations in return..

The tym v spent 2gethr I alwz had a blast

......Those r d moments that vil nvr get swept 2 d past..

Love is a game dat v have played

...& dnt worry sweetheart victory’s gonna cum our name..

Don’t leave me ever

Coz I want 2 b wid yew 4ever
As I’l b alone w/o yew

I promise I’l love yew alwz as yew do..

GoInG tHrU HElL DiZ DaYz..

Sitting at d corner

Thinking much deep y does lyf alwaz wants me 2 weep..

Surrounded wid ly's problm

wanting 2 run away..

M sick of al diz

y do i need 2 go thru it..

Y do i need 2 understand

y cant i juz pretend..

Lonliness is setting in me

praying alwaz 2 b in peace..

Al d acts dat i do goes in vain

i feel m sinking each n everyday..

My eyes are dry n so now cant even cry

yelling inside but no1 2 reply..

Lyf sucks big tym

&

i juz wanna quit diz world..

but..

Sumthng is pulling me back

wanting me 2 b der..

Still wid d same love n feelings..

thy are nothng but true relations dat i'v made

&

promise 2 b forever wid dem ..