MAH LYF- MAH BROS..

5TH AUGUST 2009- RAKSHA BANDHAN .. One of mah fav festival ..

As diz auspicious day of Rakhi is approaching, I thought of penning down my heartfelt gratitude and affection for my brothers who have been a world to me... A major role in my so far little success has been played by my Brothers. It makes me immensely happy.. U guys have alwaz made me feel secured.. u’ve protected n cared for me.. Alwaz der whenever I needed u d most.. I just want to let you know
You mean the world to me.Only a heart as dear as yours, Would give so unselfishly.The many things you've done. All the times that you were there, Help me know deep down inside
how much you really care. Even though I might not say, I appreciate all you do, Richly blessed is how I feel..Having a brother just like you..

Now as I'm getting older,I've learnt to appreciate things much more
I'm thankful we loved each other.And each one of you I adore.Today I want to say to each of you,I Love You with my whole heartI'll Love You beyond this lifetime..And my love will never stop..

HAPPY RAKSHA BANDHAN TO AL MAH SWEET LOVING BROTHERS..

.. But still diz rakhi won’t be like as alwaz coz I’ll miss some1 very much... Yes kamal I’ll miss u very much... I’ll miss d way u used 2 force me 2 sing d song ‘bhaiya more rakhi k bandhan ko nibhana’ n den u used 2 forward ur hand 2 tie my rakhi at d top... I’ll miss ur celebrations.. I’ll miss d masti dat v used 2 do at ur place.. U’ve left an empty space in my life n no1 can ever take ur place ..

HEY KAMAL I’LL MISS U TERRIBLY ON DIZ N EVRY RAKSHA BANDHAN .. N EACH N EVRY FESTIVAL IS INCOMPLETE WITHOUT U SWTHRT ..

HAPPY RAKSHABANDHAN TO YOU ...

M so damn helpless sumtymzz ..

Walk the path before you, shed your tears and express your fears. Would you be willing? Or do you prefer to bottle it all in creating rage within? Life is a mystery to us all. Live, laugh, love and loose. Something we all know to well.
We all live our lives from one day to the next no matter how complex.
We all laugh, and we all love.

But during the process of it all… We loose someone or something that seems to hit the base of our hearts and tears us down only to ask ourselves… Was it all worth it?
Sadness is experienced through out the world. A common emotion amongst human kind.
It’s bitter sweet. We can never over look it..

Things hurt…there’s no doubt about it. And saying things will get better doesn’t help. Why doesn’t someone sit down and actually realize the fact that as of right now, the world is falling apart. Tomorrow you can tell me how things will be better…..

Just let me feel the pain right now………it makes me feel alive!!!

Lost some1 very close ...

DIS POST IS DEDICATED 2 MAH LOST COUSIN KAMAL.. WHOZ NOMORE BETWEEN US NOW … V MISS YOU SWEETHEART ..




… Ahh it’s been ages I’ve written something & Shared mah feelings wid al of you.Dis is it whenever I sit down 2 write SUMTHNG I don’t know wat goes wrng and I start trembling. I don’t understand what 2 write n m not able 2 express mah feelings. It feels as if my word bank has gone bankrupt. I feel insane sick n pathetic. But still n gonna write 2day.

Yeah from last month m not well. Not becoz m sick or something but I lost mah cousin KAMAL on 27th may .. He expired in a tragic car accident. Never expected v gonna face al dis. Mah heart just popped out hearing d news evry1 was taken aback. Kamal meant so much 2 evry1.. He was a jovial kind of a person who loved 2 irritate evry1 play pranks on whoever it may b. He was d heart n soul of his house. He was an expert in everything whatever it may b from cooking till studying. What more can I say in short he was a champ.

Hey kamal ..

Do you look down at us in the night
Do you see d candle burning so big and so bright
The candle I burn that reminds me of you
The candle I hope that you would burn too.
Not a day goes by where v don't think of you
hoping that you'd come back so the days won't be blue.
I feel no one understands ur mom, apart from you.
I see ur pick expecting a response
to the pointless questions I can't get across.
Though sometimes In my mind I forget that you're dead
but I'll make sure you keep living in my head
I love you so much it makes me so sad
that I can't hear you say it back ..

I just can’t write anything further..
Love you
always in my heart xx
Missing You Still..