Saturday, August 30, 2008

Me and my fantasy world.. ;)





A whole new fantasy world..

....I frolick in the open grass
As a chance to forget my past
No more hate
No more war
Just me and my fantasy world
Under bright blue skies and fluffy white clouds
Lay I
Celebrating my freedom from my restraints
That held me back;
as I lift up my arms in gratitude
Just me and my fantasy world
The sun is out
And the birds sing
As I under a tree
Sit on a little swing
Like me and my fantasy world
Rivers, and oceans, and lakes
Are the tears that I shed
But are now my resting place
As my place to think
Just me and my fantasy world
I can't go back!
Just not yet
I have to take one more look
At the place I may forget
But with all my might,
I will not!As a take a step back
To the world I must stay in
And the same old bed
That I must lay in
It hurtsSo I say goodbye!
To my friends in the sky
And the flowers that bloom over me
That I have to go back
And leave me and my fantasy world...

I MiSs yOu sO MuCh...


M dreaming.. ;-).. n u knw wat Dreaming abt yew..M so damn goin crazy about yew..Dat i didnt evn knew wen i started writing poems 4 u..buh u'l nvr get dat..Alwaz tryng 2 run away from yew.. :-(..bt at d end f d day i juz land up in front f yew..Keep n searchng sumthng in my lyf bt it seemz derz no meaning widout u in mah lyf.. :-( M committed 2 mah lyf..bt no1 wil evr understand d pain dat m goin thru of being far from yew..


...sumtymz it feels dat u cant juz live w/o me n sumtymz it seems u arent really bothered.. :-(


..n well watever it may be i juz don wanna knw...bcz dat really wont change mah feelings 4 yew..


N nw u cn juz laugh it of n mah madness.. :'(


Cant juz hide..


..I LOVE YEW..N SO SOME MORE LINES 4 YEW AS M MISSING YEW...


You're the love of my life,the one I never thought I'd find,I think about you always,I can't get you off my mind,
the days go by,and you're not here,I long for the moment,when I can hold you near,
time drags on,ever so slow,I love you my darling,and I need you so,

I wish you were here,holding me close,the warmth of your touch,is what I miss the most,
I lie here in bed,thinking of you,I never imagined,I could feel so blue,
these thoughts that I have,they cut like a knife,


because I miss you so much,the love of my life.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Breaking down alwaz...

Diz lines are dedicated 2 d most wonderful n important people f mah lyf...nandini..sonal ..prashant.. :) ..love u guyz...

M happy...yez i m...but y cant it just last forever... :( ..Each n everyday tryng 2 b strong..Bt I break down n fall..n If yew wont b by mah sideI”ll get shattered..
Everyday I wake up wid a hope dat things gonna turn alrite..
but I forgot dat pain is been decided in mah lyf..
I may not show it 2 yew..But yew r mah strength..
Ur small word or action..Makes me alrite like nothing happened..N so I juz wanna be wid yew alwaz..so dat I can never pause…

Lyf’s really beautiful..


I love mah lyf frm d day ..
Wen yew are a part..

I don’t know wen yew n me became we
& lyf tyrned out so worthee..

I lobe yewr eyez so bright & clear
I can see d lobe fr me w/o ny fear..

I lobe yewr lips so soft & tender
as dey express al dose unsaid words which yew r scraed of..

I lobe yewr aroma
it just want me 2 get close 2 yew..

I lobe the way yew tell me I LOVE YOU
It feels every sec yewr feelings appear on yewr face..

I love d way yew fght
It gvz me more opportunities 2 apologize n surprise..

I love d way yew share all ur little things
Wid d hope dat I’l have al d solutions 2 it…

I love d way yew love me so intensely & deep
making me sure no1 else wud ever luv me as d way yew do..

I love d way v share our relation with al purity & eternity..
& I promise yew baby I’l freeze it til d end..

And d most loveable part is dat..I LOVE YOU..

Friday, August 22, 2008

LaSt nYtE..


Last nite saw a dream..dream which was filled wid love happiness & you..

Happy wid each oder suddenly u whispered Darling I wanna quit.
was it quit dat I heard..
I was shocked & mah heart cracked & I was pulled back by d fact….

Tears rolled down mah cheeks & I was broken down..Still wid d pain in mah heart gathered d courage 2 ask..

Y u wanna apart..Weren’t yew happy wat wer u scrared of..
You slowly replied m scared..
M scraed of diz world ..
D people around who’l never understand us..
Scraed of mah own happiness..
Scared of missing yew..
Scared of loosing yew..&
U quickly turned around..

I know yewr eyez wer filled wid tears dat u wanna hide..
But baby I can see through..U don’t know yew r mah world..
I lobe diz world becoz yew r a part..You are d reason my heart beats 2day..

But had made up yewr mind & tryng 2 b enough strong & u just wanted 2 apart…

Grabbed u in mah arms & looked into yewr eyez..
It was so hard fr me 2 say goodbye..
you meant so much 2 me..
You wer d only one meant for me..
In d deserts of my heart you wer d only flower..
And like d stars dat nevr apart ..You wer der wid me..
You n me used 2 be 2gether..
Everyday 2gethr alwaz..

I’m loosing mah best frnd..my lyf.,mah love.

I cant believe..Diz cud be d end..
It looks as though ur letting go..
And if its real well I don’t wanna know..
I fell on mah knees & wished 4evr wasn’t just a word u say…

I lobe yew baby plz don’t go away..
I lobe you even more yew know..
You are mah nevr ending love,The lobe dat keeps me alive..
You are the only one I lobe Orelse I’l quit d world..

And if thz was a dream ..
I promise I’ll nevr evr sleep..
B’coz the dream dat takes my life away frm me….Dat dream is not meant for me..

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

tRuE FeElInGs nEvEr hIdE..


It’s raining in d sky tonite

........I wish yew wer by mah side..
Standing at d window thinking abt yew

.......Dat wat wud I hv been w/o yew..
You came into my lyf

.....& showered all yewr love w/o any conditions or expectations in return..

The tym v spent 2gethr I alwz had a blast

......Those r d moments that vil nvr get swept 2 d past..

Love is a game dat v have played

...& dnt worry sweetheart victory’s gonna cum our name..

Don’t leave me ever

Coz I want 2 b wid yew 4ever
As I’l b alone w/o yew

I promise I’l love yew alwz as yew do..